Sunday, January 25, 2009
I tend to judge myself and I'm very self conscious. At times, i want people around to like me, to see me as a certain individual. at times i just don't care. I get a lot of compliments, (or not) of my actions, my talent, my style, my personality etc. and i reflect on the things i should change about myself as a person. I have had people trust me with incredible tasks and opportunities for escalating my career, i get so excited and sometimes wonder if i am talented or good enough. I am grateful for the people i have around me that believe in me, for seeing things in me that i can't, and helping me acknowledge of what im capable of. But when it all comes down to it, what counts is that at the end of all the criticism and struggles one goes through to improve oneself to become a notable individual, it is most important that you are the one that loves, accepts and appreciates you for you, above everything and anyone; quirks and all.